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time to fucking focus already.

True, I've striven to be misunderstood. Every day is Halloween, at least when i'm paying attention.
Because it's far worse to be partially understood. Again, between a rock and a hard place.

Neuroscience is the future. As is the internet, elimination of grains from the diet, and green technology/greater concern for the environment I need to align myself with the future, because that's where I find meaning, in the pushing out of the human race, farther.. Literature has not been enough for a long time. This was a planned obsolescence anyway. I fully intend to write about it all, either during or after my *studies*. I just need to have something to say, again.

Computational Neuroscience. I've never been a math person because I've always a bit careless. Facing this I experience much dread but also much excitement(which is why I'm doing it). But if there's anything I've ever been interested in, it's Theories of Everything. I'm convinced that what I think and feel is in fact reliably modelable, greater awareness of this will bring greater efficacy+technological applications.