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-Watched Gandhi yesterday. The biggest mistake my fam ever made (theyve made millions) was converting to christianity way in the foggy past of the 1st century, supposedly -- this hindu stuff is way in my bones -- the love of self-mortification. There was a time when I loved to walk around with my jacket open to the freezing cold and other such adventures, before...what -- my first love, booze i suppose. and loud music, and other readily accessible forms of self-stupification.
-It's a ridiculous thing to waste time but I do it constantly --it's been years since i've sat in one place doing something for any length of time. fucking computers. i could have been president by now. there's going to be a new consciousness - childrens are going to be able to deal with all these distraction in an hyper-effective manner -- gotta crack a few eggs to make an omelet -- we're a bunch of cracked eggs. all that potential like some disgusting goo on the floor. though i supposed there are some productive people out there..