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~ tries to get me in media res -- I stare down the camera with the same intensity with which it stares me down (immovable, mechanical -- not a blink) -- the background is what changes. My time in china, for now, is almost (relatively) up. You'd think that i would have changed, but i was obsessed with a plan, which eventually, naturally, became two plans -- enough to crowd out the much of the background, really. Everyone knows that i think in big pictures, but this time I just dont see it. So i focus on variation -- the scale has been smaller, the language tonal, the beers milder. what else is there to say? I'm drawing a blank -- perhaps it'll all come up in the contrast, back in the states.


about non-interaction: ""The horror of stasis: to arrive at the empty inn, at the end of the adventure, and find your old self waiting for you". Ach, i'd rather not look.