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Details vs. the big picture. I cleaved to one because of predisposition but also to demarcate myself against ~ -- BUT, ive discovered something that no one else has -- dying and then rebirth -- over and over again -- as many times a possible over a lifetime -- which i cut short with solo drinking binges and running in shanghai, which i prolong by not eating meat (i know these things intuitively; without the news telling me). In any case -- details! shit -- things, people fiddling around under the undergrowth my adult self stands on.